Dear Anne, my best friend,

Words may not suffice, but here are some of mine...

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Wallingford,  CT

Stuck here...again...
You're sitting next to me
And I don't want to sit here one more second
Alone in this car
Finch playing on the stereo
800 miles from home
This situation smells of gasoline
Wish someone would strike a match
Set us both ablaze
Up into the Connecticut night sky
 
Why did my weakness have to be life?
Why did my strength have to be you?
Why did I drag you into this?
 
Don't want to see your eyes like this one more time
Rip my words from my throat
Before they have the chance to shake hands with my tongue
Hollow hotel rooms and raindrops on windows
Can anything save me now?
 
Tie my heavy heart to my ankles
Throw me into that Atlantic sea
Save me from the world
And save the world from me
 
Hit bottom underneath my screams and gasps for breath
I hear myself thinking, ringing in my ears
"My God, she's beautiful"
 
Out among these toll booths and rooftops,
Bridges and highway signs
Where am I?

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My Life As A Kamikaze Pilot
 
Think I'd know better
Too selfish to realize
Martyrdom for a mis-cause
How stupid can I be?
Everything's spinning past me
Everything's getting bigger
Your screams mix with mine
Drive everything straight into the ground
With wide-eyes and thoughts of you
 
The eagle has crash landed

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One More Time, For Old Time's Sake
 
What would you say
To one more touch of your skin
One more taste of each other's lips
Maybe just a smile for today
Stare into each other's eyes for an hour
Run my fingers all along your hips
Retrace the map of our world
The paths tread only by our hands and hearts
Of bruises, and freckles, and tattoos
Spend some time just curled
Up in arms and legs
Soak in warmth we don't want to lose
What would you say
To feeling safe for a while
Or maybe for a lifetime
Remembering the way
You said "Why do I like you so much?"
Among dryer sheets and clotheslines
What would you say
To me?

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And if I said
"Stop this car right now"
And took you dancing over farmlands and hilltops
Would you look at me as rain drips off your chin?
Would tell me that it's OK?
Would you love me?

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You're the full half of my glass
You're the reason I'll pass the test and try my best
And if the world ends in our sleep,
At least we will be in the same dream
In love
I'm still in love with a memory
Of all the days when we couldn't stop dancing
There's a future in your heart dear, and I will be the feature to fill it
I will be the reason you see no need to kill it...
I will be
 
-"Optimist Honor Roll" by The Casket Lottery

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